Saturday, May 27, 2006
7:06 PM
ytd
yay, its officially the LAST DAY OF SCH!! whoots!! sch was boring as usual and i spent every minute counting down to 4.30pm. enli came crashing again=D however, i dint see her until 10min before my lesson -.- tsk. we juz dint see each other, no fate. lol.
after sch, mag, fang and i went to the canteen to wait for krn (she went for the napfa talk). saw enli and eugene at the canteen. went over to say hi and enli is acutally starting on her hol hmk!!(see what boredom can do)then, she started askin silly qns like 'eugene, tell me 10 things you knw about zhixin'. -.- then, enli's rj friend came over and we all had fun making fun of eugene (it sounds mean. oops). haha when he doesnt smile he looked very fierce and dao. but the moment he grins... you get the idea. hahaha..
then i went back to look for mag and fang. saw qinwen buying food. being the responsible ic, she decided to go ahead to shooting training even tho there are only 3 ppl goin. wa lau, i wud have pon without qns can! but then, that girl live like super near cdans la, so its not so bad. krn finished her talk (finally, after like 40min) and the 3 of us went to orchard mrt with enli, eugene and rj friend to meet geok mindy and jialing. the moment we walked up, the 3 of us passed by this BREADTALK and we all decided on the spot to have bread for dinner (support geoki leh, hahaha). krn and i bought the yummylicious boluopau while mag is trying to exersise her resistance to temptation (actually she dont have much money left la, thats why). met geok at food republic and the food allll look so delicious can. poor us are drooling by the time we started eating (mag drools even more coz she dint buy bread). jl and mindy came ltr and went to buy desert with mag (who gave up, haha). i must say the mango pudding with ice and sago is SOOOOOOOOOO heavenly.
after that prolonged dinner, the happy and full ppl went to take 700 to barker rd to watch restless3! met kiwi and russel there and chatted a while. acsb is soo big 0.0. the dance was super nice! spent most of my time craning my neck to search for familiar faces. yay, i dint regret buying the tic (:
aft that, krn and geok still have flowers they dint manage to pass to their friend. so we went to the concrete garden and slack while waiting for the dance ppl to come out. took some stupid pic.
lol, its the nicest i can find. after sneaking to the back stage (sorry hannah i dint buy flowers for you:(, we went home!
i love half of black forest choc!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
6:06 PM
see what happens when i tried to change my fate. crap. CRAP. crap.
i m not planning to get bitter over this. since i sort of choose it myself, i cant really blame any one. and thousands of ppl ask me 'why?!'. i bet i will ask myself the same qns in ard a wk's time. see, ppl need time to get used to surprises. no chance alr anyway. wooo, emotion roller coaster.
sun: super distracted the whole day
mon: still distracted and feeling stress
tue: calm down a little and planned some stuff
tue nite: uberly sad
wed morning: still quite sad and nervous bout the interview ltr on
wed afternoon: feeling QUITE normal already
today: feel a tinge of regret. thats all. otherwise i m feelin quite fine(:
yikes. had my napfa retest ytd and now i m aching all over. lousy.
lets see, both my thighs hurts, my entire spine area felt sore, my shoulder keep getting cramps today, i felt like i sprained my neck, and my stomach is aching- both frm muscle ache and gastric.
so i cant exactly say i m in my best mood now. lol
sometimes, the feeling of isolation takes over.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
11:34 PM
a 'true' story
one quiet night, zhixin walked into her room. suddenly, a chill ran down her spine as the hair at the back of her neck stood up. sensing a strange presence in her room, she turned her head around towards a blank wall. surprised, she found herself staring into the dark eyes of her look alike.
mirror.
zhixin: hey look-alike. why are you stuck in the mirror?
reflection: hey look-alike, why are you stuck in reality?
taken aback, zhixin pondered over the question. yes. reality is cruel. it seems glamourous yet its horrifying. it seems calm and yet there are many uncertainties. why stay in reality?
zhixin: i don't know! can i join you in the mirror?
reflection: (reaching out her hand) come on. come in with me.
zhixin reach out her hand while running towards the mirror. she crashed into the mirror as it broke into... many pieces. together with the mirror, her hope of leaving reality shattered.
moral of story: you can't run away from reality.
- crappy? hahahaha.. see what boredom can do to you.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
8:29 PM
hoho, jiahui the frog complained that my blog is like a 'dead ant' isit. I M BLOGGING NOW!
first and fore most, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY DEAR MUM! (and to all other mothers too><)
yesterday
woke up early in the morning to go gyming. only 4 j1 pistolers turn up, 3 girls (including me) one guy. talk abt pathetic. and somemore i m thinking of ponning gym for the next 3 wks to go nuh =X. gym is urh.. extremely tiring. but fun at the same time =D. lots of fun snatching for sara's nice walkman phone and changing songs when kah yoke's fav one is playing. lol. after the normal gyming stuff, we started doing statics, the part i m most not looking forward to. to summarise it: i almost died (i could have sprained my poor back a thousand times..). the dead fish one is quite funny tho.. hahaha..
after that, it started raining so we cant play captains ball =( oh wells, have to wait for 3 wks ltr..
at around 2.20, i rushed out of my hse to meet geokimomo to shop for mothers' day prez. talk about last minute-ness. anyway, i m supposed to meet her at bugis and 2.30, so you can easily guess how late i m when i reached the place. so that girl say she is lost in some cold storage place so have to go find her la. and so we started wandering around bugis. jialing and mindy, who are supposed to come, dint turn up! so left 2 of us to shop la, not pathetic at all, lol. so it turn out to be a date with geokimomo instead -.- i dare say we walked around the WHOLE of bugis at least thrice! geokimomo is getting quite pissed coz i took so long to decide what to buy, lol. anyway, the main thing is that we passed by the M-INDUSTRY shop like 3 times.
1st time: me and geokimomo wandered in. saw the shoe. geok kept eyeing it and the salesperson (who keeping springing out of nowhere with a huge grin on the face and exclaimed: do you knw the promotion today!?) said its promotion (yes) and have discount. we decided to think abt it and left the shop
2nd time: geok keep thinkin abt the shoe so we went in again and i think the saleperson recognise us la pls. she tried the shoe, i tried the shoe. too big=( after contemplating for quite a while, she finally bought it!
3rd time: i keep thinking abt the shoe so we went in again. i m now 100% sure the salesperson recognised us. at first they say they only left the last pair, which is on display. so grudgingly, i agreed to take it anyway. then after searching for a box, the nice nice boss found the last pair of new ones=D. lol, its like reserved since march la. so i guess its fate that the shoe is to be mine. btw all the salesperson plus the shopkeeper is uberly nice! really cracks me up, i shall consider working there next time for holiday job =D
so, we went home happily with our shoes
-prettyyy
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
9:10 PM
- cute rite?
ohmy i m so sick of studying for chem test tml.. lucky econs test is postponed coz NICE SYMPATHATIC MS YUE decided we have too many test this wk =D
anyway, i need time to get over my phobia of econs test -pls do NOT ask me about the data response test on tue, its a killer X_X
yesterday
had the interact committee interview. well.. was trying to find my way to the 3.2 classrm when i met steff and jennifer on the way. so the 3 of us tried to find our way together. so smart rite, after like almost half a yr there and we still have difficulty finding strange classrm. anyway to wellwishers, yes we found the waiting rm at last. so to my unpleasant surprise, i was to be the second one to be interviewed coz lotsa ppl went for some quiz. EEEEE! so my mind turn before i even prepared myself mentally. went into the interview room. look around. gulped. ohman there were like 10 interviewers (snrs + 2 tchers) and one miserable lonely chair in the middle which i was supposed to sit on. a bit intimidating ONLY WHAT. yeah, it was quite okay i guess, minusing the parts where i myself dun even knw what i was talking abt.. just relieved its over. phew.
today
went gyming in the morning for pe (cuz i dun wanna go for pft). tried to train up my poor weak arms and gave up after some time. lol, lily is still the most pro. then went around to explore other machines la, basically. i decided that the assisted chin up is the most fun and i found an abs (is that how you spell it?) machine!! i gave up after doing like 10 (rubbing my sore tummy). yepp, gyming was quite fun.
and the rest of the day was like normal. (boring, basically)
after the personality course (i am sc btw), met zihui, sara and lily. after lily went off to meet her dear -, sara zihui and i decided to go home first. oh and zihui ah, i m still lazy to change the colour of my font leh. heh heh.
tomorrow
got shooting and sji after sch plus the shopping for presents. yikes, which one shld i go..?
Monday, May 01, 2006
10:50 PM
gah. pw is not at all smooth-sailing. gpp first draft is due tml and much details are still not decided yet. great.
really grateful for the nice long weekend. spent most of my time watching tv tv and more tv.
sat: first day goin nuh on sat. haven went there for so long la, i dun think the receptionist rmb me anymore ): anyway, i think the counter aunite rmb us tho, lol. haha.. she is always complaining about too many escort serivces card and not enough mobile library cards. so funny, say the same thing every wk. lucky day that day, found 3 malay magazines. they should really stock up more malay magazines leh, always insufficient. yepp, only got 3 ppl in sat nuh grp. me mindy saratri.
sun and mon got nothing much to talk abt.
ohoh and i had another funny dream. me qinwen and singning were lunching in the canteen when i saw this familiar looking girl running towards our table. closer look- omg! tongtong cut her nice looonnggg hair to some mushroom style. wah lau cant recognise her. so conclusion: tongtong pls keep your hair long.
been brooding alot today.
i just decided i am a home sweet home person.
i like staying at home and slack.
i am often lazy to go out.
it is so not a typical teenager's behaviour.
yikes. it sounds like a boring life.
7:06 PM
yay, its officially the LAST DAY OF SCH!! whoots!! sch was boring as usual and i spent every minute counting down to 4.30pm. enli came crashing again=D however, i dint see her until 10min before my lesson -.- tsk. we juz dint see each other, no fate. lol.
after sch, mag, fang and i went to the canteen to wait for krn (she went for the napfa talk). saw enli and eugene at the canteen. went over to say hi and enli is acutally starting on her hol hmk!!(see what boredom can do)then, she started askin silly qns like 'eugene, tell me 10 things you knw about zhixin'. -.- then, enli's rj friend came over and we all had fun making fun of eugene (it sounds mean. oops). haha when he doesnt smile he looked very fierce and dao. but the moment he grins... you get the idea. hahaha..
then i went back to look for mag and fang. saw qinwen buying food. being the responsible ic, she decided to go ahead to shooting training even tho there are only 3 ppl goin. wa lau, i wud have pon without qns can! but then, that girl live like super near cdans la, so its not so bad. krn finished her talk (finally, after like 40min) and the 3 of us went to orchard mrt with enli, eugene and rj friend to meet geok mindy and jialing. the moment we walked up, the 3 of us passed by this BREADTALK and we all decided on the spot to have bread for dinner (support geoki leh, hahaha). krn and i bought the yummylicious boluopau while mag is trying to exersise her resistance to temptation (actually she dont have much money left la, thats why). met geok at food republic and the food allll look so delicious can. poor us are drooling by the time we started eating (mag drools even more coz she dint buy bread). jl and mindy came ltr and went to buy desert with mag (who gave up, haha). i must say the mango pudding with ice and sago is SOOOOOOOOOO heavenly.
after that prolonged dinner, the happy and full ppl went to take 700 to barker rd to watch restless3! met kiwi and russel there and chatted a while. acsb is soo big 0.0. the dance was super nice! spent most of my time craning my neck to search for familiar faces. yay, i dint regret buying the tic (:
aft that, krn and geok still have flowers they dint manage to pass to their friend. so we went to the concrete garden and slack while waiting for the dance ppl to come out. took some stupid pic.
lol, its the nicest i can find. after sneaking to the back stage (sorry hannah i dint buy flowers for you:(, we went home!
i love half of black forest choc!
----- (>_<)-----
6:06 PM
i m not planning to get bitter over this. since i sort of choose it myself, i cant really blame any one. and thousands of ppl ask me 'why?!'. i bet i will ask myself the same qns in ard a wk's time. see, ppl need time to get used to surprises. no chance alr anyway. wooo, emotion roller coaster.
sun: super distracted the whole day
mon: still distracted and feeling stress
tue: calm down a little and planned some stuff
tue nite: uberly sad
wed morning: still quite sad and nervous bout the interview ltr on
wed afternoon: feeling QUITE normal already
today: feel a tinge of regret. thats all. otherwise i m feelin quite fine(:
yikes. had my napfa retest ytd and now i m aching all over. lousy.
lets see, both my thighs hurts, my entire spine area felt sore, my shoulder keep getting cramps today, i felt like i sprained my neck, and my stomach is aching- both frm muscle ache and gastric.
so i cant exactly say i m in my best mood now. lol
sometimes, the feeling of isolation takes over.
----- (>_<)-----
11:34 PM
one quiet night, zhixin walked into her room. suddenly, a chill ran down her spine as the hair at the back of her neck stood up. sensing a strange presence in her room, she turned her head around towards a blank wall. surprised, she found herself staring into the dark eyes of her look alike.
mirror.
zhixin: hey look-alike. why are you stuck in the mirror?
reflection: hey look-alike, why are you stuck in reality?
taken aback, zhixin pondered over the question. yes. reality is cruel. it seems glamourous yet its horrifying. it seems calm and yet there are many uncertainties. why stay in reality?
zhixin: i don't know! can i join you in the mirror?
reflection: (reaching out her hand) come on. come in with me.
zhixin reach out her hand while running towards the mirror. she crashed into the mirror as it broke into... many pieces. together with the mirror, her hope of leaving reality shattered.
moral of story: you can't run away from reality.
- crappy? hahahaha.. see what boredom can do to you.
----- (>_<)-----
8:29 PM
first and fore most, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY DEAR MUM! (and to all other mothers too><)
yesterday
woke up early in the morning to go gyming. only 4 j1 pistolers turn up, 3 girls (including me) one guy. talk abt pathetic. and somemore i m thinking of ponning gym for the next 3 wks to go nuh =X. gym is urh.. extremely tiring. but fun at the same time =D. lots of fun snatching for sara's nice walkman phone and changing songs when kah yoke's fav one is playing. lol. after the normal gyming stuff, we started doing statics, the part i m most not looking forward to. to summarise it: i almost died (i could have sprained my poor back a thousand times..). the dead fish one is quite funny tho.. hahaha..
after that, it started raining so we cant play captains ball =( oh wells, have to wait for 3 wks ltr..
at around 2.20, i rushed out of my hse to meet geokimomo to shop for mothers' day prez. talk about last minute-ness. anyway, i m supposed to meet her at bugis and 2.30, so you can easily guess how late i m when i reached the place. so that girl say she is lost in some cold storage place so have to go find her la. and so we started wandering around bugis. jialing and mindy, who are supposed to come, dint turn up! so left 2 of us to shop la, not pathetic at all, lol. so it turn out to be a date with geokimomo instead -.- i dare say we walked around the WHOLE of bugis at least thrice! geokimomo is getting quite pissed coz i took so long to decide what to buy, lol. anyway, the main thing is that we passed by the M-INDUSTRY shop like 3 times.
1st time: me and geokimomo wandered in. saw the shoe. geok kept eyeing it and the salesperson (who keeping springing out of nowhere with a huge grin on the face and exclaimed: do you knw the promotion today!?) said its promotion (yes) and have discount. we decided to think abt it and left the shop
2nd time: geok keep thinkin abt the shoe so we went in again and i think the saleperson recognise us la pls. she tried the shoe, i tried the shoe. too big=( after contemplating for quite a while, she finally bought it!
3rd time: i keep thinking abt the shoe so we went in again. i m now 100% sure the salesperson recognised us. at first they say they only left the last pair, which is on display. so grudgingly, i agreed to take it anyway. then after searching for a box, the nice nice boss found the last pair of new ones=D. lol, its like reserved since march la. so i guess its fate that the shoe is to be mine. btw all the salesperson plus the shopkeeper is uberly nice! really cracks me up, i shall consider working there next time for holiday job =D
so, we went home happily with our shoes
-prettyyy
----- (>_<)-----
9:10 PM
- cute rite?
ohmy i m so sick of studying for chem test tml.. lucky econs test is postponed coz NICE SYMPATHATIC MS YUE decided we have too many test this wk =D
anyway, i need time to get over my phobia of econs test -pls do NOT ask me about the data response test on tue, its a killer X_X
yesterday
had the interact committee interview. well.. was trying to find my way to the 3.2 classrm when i met steff and jennifer on the way. so the 3 of us tried to find our way together. so smart rite, after like almost half a yr there and we still have difficulty finding strange classrm. anyway to wellwishers, yes we found the waiting rm at last. so to my unpleasant surprise, i was to be the second one to be interviewed coz lotsa ppl went for some quiz. EEEEE! so my mind turn before i even prepared myself mentally. went into the interview room. look around. gulped. ohman there were like 10 interviewers (snrs + 2 tchers) and one miserable lonely chair in the middle which i was supposed to sit on. a bit intimidating ONLY WHAT. yeah, it was quite okay i guess, minusing the parts where i myself dun even knw what i was talking abt.. just relieved its over. phew.
today
went gyming in the morning for pe (cuz i dun wanna go for pft). tried to train up my poor weak arms and gave up after some time. lol, lily is still the most pro. then went around to explore other machines la, basically. i decided that the assisted chin up is the most fun and i found an abs (is that how you spell it?) machine!! i gave up after doing like 10 (rubbing my sore tummy). yepp, gyming was quite fun.
and the rest of the day was like normal. (boring, basically)
after the personality course (i am sc btw), met zihui, sara and lily. after lily went off to meet her dear -, sara zihui and i decided to go home first. oh and zihui ah, i m still lazy to change the colour of my font leh. heh heh.
tomorrow
got shooting and sji after sch plus the shopping for presents. yikes, which one shld i go..?
----- (>_<)-----
10:50 PM
really grateful for the nice long weekend. spent most of my time watching tv tv and more tv.
sat: first day goin nuh on sat. haven went there for so long la, i dun think the receptionist rmb me anymore ): anyway, i think the counter aunite rmb us tho, lol. haha.. she is always complaining about too many escort serivces card and not enough mobile library cards. so funny, say the same thing every wk. lucky day that day, found 3 malay magazines. they should really stock up more malay magazines leh, always insufficient. yepp, only got 3 ppl in sat nuh grp. me mindy saratri.
sun and mon got nothing much to talk abt.
ohoh and i had another funny dream. me qinwen and singning were lunching in the canteen when i saw this familiar looking girl running towards our table. closer look- omg! tongtong cut her nice looonnggg hair to some mushroom style. wah lau cant recognise her. so conclusion: tongtong pls keep your hair long.
----- (>_<)-----
i just decided i am a home sweet home person.
i like staying at home and slack.
i am often lazy to go out.
it is so not a typical teenager's behaviour.
yikes. it sounds like a boring life.
----- (>_<)-----
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